For any of you who know anything, I've had a roller coaster of a month. Many many ups and downs. Not only tests and quizzes and dad visiting (YAY!) and conference, and Homecoming dance (Whew!), taking charge of the BYU 96th ward choir (who did AWESOME today!!) and 98234 thousand other things, I've experienced alot of disappointment. Bad grades, heartbreak, insecurity, late nights...
But I've learned so much...
I have learned to forgive, I have learned to repent, I have learned to work hard (which I'm not really doing now, even though I should be) I have learned to trust the Lord, and that's what's most important right? I have everything to be grateful for, and I know it will all work out. When I obey the Lord and his teachings and live the way I'm supposed to, they way I'm truly learning how to up here in Utah, it makes me feel like this :)
I love miss my family and friends very much. For anybody reading this, I want you to know that.
Love always B
P.S. Life is full of sweet surprises. some very kind people unexpectedly showed this to me. I owe them alot for this, and when you get a chance or anytime you feel down or upset, watch this. It sure helped me this month.